Lydia Night - Pity Party (Official Music Video)

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Lydia Night - Pity Party (Official Music Video)

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Credits:
Director - Ramisha Sattar
Director - Lydia Night
Production - Waddon Media
EP - April Kosky
Producers - Sky Diaz, Connor Smyers
1st Ad - Liz Holland
Stylist - Rima Vaidilla
Stylist Assistant - Nicole Chaux
Makeup - Eros Rivera
Hair - Allie Ellis
DP - Jeremy Herron
Steadicam - Zac Stanke
1st AC - Christine Mouton
2nd AC - Drew Tieng
Gaffer - Trevor Dunnigan
Key Grip - Leonel Sanchez
Key Grip - John Dayot
Lighting PA - Sophie Belle
Production Designer - Aurelie Taillefer
Art Director - Krystall Schott
PAs - Tyrea Seals, John Pankus, Thomas Dritsas
Extras - Avery Wilcox, Rowan Bryan, Finley Jacobsen, Achilleas Ambatz, Ethan Demoulin, Casey Schmidt , Laine Philipps, Marlena Lerher, Louise Buckley
Video Commissioner - Devin Sarno

Post:
Executive Producer - Chaz Smedley
Producer - Gabrielle Lia
Editor - Victor Hampton
Colorist - Ron Sudul

Lyrics:
I love the way I really hate myself
I profit off a lack of mental health
My mood shows up on a conveyor belt
It’s crushing, my guts are on the floor

I said I wanted to get a normal job
I romanticize a life I think I want
Until, I’m handing you the bill
And you say you used to like my band

Is this forever
Am I a name that you’ll remember?

It’s all just a pity party
Oh, what a joy, what a crowd
I’ll tell you I’m oh so sorry cus it’s embarrassing now
It’s a parody of pleasure
Lips big and red like a clown
It’s all just a pity party
So cry for me or get out

It’s crazy how I almost died this year
And now I’m shotgunning my very first beer
And dad keeps telling me that his end is near
Am I dying, waiting for him to die?

I’ll starve my body for the seventeenth time
Said I ate my lunch, what’s another lie
I’m over being mediocre
I wanna be smaller and smarter or just ok

Don't need forever
Am I a name that you’ll remember?

It’s all just a pity party
Oh, what a joy, what a crowd
I’ll tell you I’m oh so sorry cus it’s embarrassing now
It’s a parody of pleasure
Lips big and red like a clown
It’s all just a pity party
So cry for me or get out

Ohs

I hate that I keep pushing friends away
I’m all or nothing till I’m alone and gray
Am I missing something, are you scared to stay?
Can you come over, and make me feel like shit? (and make me wanna quit?)
I promise that I won’t cut my arms
Cus I’m so sick of having long sleeves on my body
I’ll throw a pity party
Leave your problems at the door cus it’s about me

Until it’s over
And my ex is crying on my shoulder

Welcome to my pity party, gear up it’s gonna get loud
Let’s take it to the beginning, this song is embarrassing now

#LydiaNight #PityParty